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Heyo! I'm Jayne Toh Yew Zhen
This is my bloggie
Its my life, my soul
Work hard to achieve what i desire
Yo! I want you to know that i am a ordinary gerl but i am not just a plain jane next door. I am 18 this year. I am from the Singapore Polytechnic Media & Communications. I love to dance. I was born on 19 May 1991 I am stubbon at times but thats coz i know what i want in my life. I love Foursome and my family. I'm Jayne Toh!
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Thursday, December 10, 2009 10:26 AM
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 11:27 AM
Yo. I'm having PRMP lecture now.
Just rushed my assignment for gems.
Here's the test results.
Just a personality test hahaz.
Quite accurate lah. *flip hair* LOLX.
Your Personality Style Preview:
A loyal friend, yew zhen is patient and caring when attending to the needs of others. She is usually an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. She tends to be quite predictable, sticking with proven, reliable methods of dealing with situations rather than taking chances with a new, unproven approach.
Neat and orderly, others usually see yew zhen as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. yew zhen likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.
A warm, outgoing person, yew zhen enjoys having a high level of interaction with others. She usually finds the "silver lining" in a difficult situation, and typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. She has a gift for influencing those around her and is viewed as an instinctive communicator. Others find yew zhen easy to approach and enjoy her easy, open rapport.
Because she cares about how others feel, yew zhen may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. She typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see yew zhen as agreeable and humble.
Friday, December 04, 2009 7:29 AM
"Baby coz you should be my lady"
Fell in love with the song Wedding dress by Big Bang.
So stressed and tensed up before MLE.
Panic till i almost lost my wallet and stuffs.
That song is so romantic and kinda let me relax a little.
I hate it when i feel unprepared.
Oh dear.
I miss Fsome.
They are important people in my life.
Be strong.
Recently someone is slowly walking into my life.
Might not get used to it if we were to separate in the future.
I thought it was a prank initially.
But it grew from a crush.
Hope we stay true.
The amazing thing is that it seems like eternity.
When its only been such a short time.
I admit i still doubt if we could stay on like this.
Quit playing games with my heart.
Stop it.
Fling.
Elaine has got one recently hahaz.
Goodluck babe.
Remember what i told you alrights. *smile*
Happen to find some old photos.
Do i look happier back then?
Maybe.
I Miss Linh.
A lot.
Faster come back yo.
Miss the time torning night over at your place.
Miss your bed.
Your BIAN BIAN.hehez.
Miss xin's cookie monster.
I have yet to meet min and xin to go to the Night Safari yeah.
Xin still owe me her story babe.
Saw the boy boy over at my dear's house again.
He's really clingy to gerls.
I swear someone has the fatherly look yo.
*laughs*
Just thought that there are lots of cute babies recently.
My cousin will be the cutest hahaz.
These pictures were taken when he was only like 3 days old?
He's even cuter now but shall blog it some other time yo.
Yawn Baby Yawn.
Why so many photographers?
I BOX YOU!
My Sweetie Pie.
Miss wearing couple tee with my darling xin.
Don't we look like sisters?
Miss my min's crappy jokes and linh's listening ear to listen to my craps.
I dunno why but i just miss them at this very moment.
Busy people.
Busy Gerls.
Busy babes.
But we never fail to think of each other rights?!hahaz
The Performance Pictures.
Didn't take a lot of photos that day.
Eyes were swollen a little.
The performance was at the auditorium and its a bit screwed coz the music start suddenly.
We haben even walk out lah. LOLX.
Its okay.
Its over.
Listen to your heart babe.
Thursday, December 03, 2009 12:14 AM
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 7:17 AM
Saturday, November 28, 2009 1:37 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009 11:44 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 5:19 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 6:50 AM
If cupids got a gun then he's shooting..
On my heart,you've burned
I need you to need me.
There isn't a single day i am not tired.
I wished i could have more than 24 hours a day.
Its never enough.
There's so many things i have to do and i gotta do.
Recital vetting on Sunday.
I felt guilty for skipping twice.
I was sick for the last two weeks to be exact..
Sorry Rachel.
I really wanna be in the item. Not that i wanna skip silently.
Haiz.
I hope i can recover soon.
Still cough a little.
I hope Sherry Ong recovers too!!! hahaz. Take care lah gerl.
Always hit herself hard when she got headache.
Pain eh! lolx.
*pray* for you. hahaz.
Haben buy costumes for recital.
Didn't have time and i need to go look around.
A lot of things happen this week.
Catched up with my darling xin.
Min wasn't there huh?! hahaz. Miss you all like i always do.
Super happy last night.
Coz..LINH IS COMINB BACK.
She will be back next year though.
But i shall wait patiently for her.
I am so going to fetch her.
Finally FSOME can reunite.
Sometimes its only when you are far apart from someone that you realize how much you loved them.
I really hope that i can be with my cousin all the time to make sure she will be fine.
But i got other commitments and somehow i shall really learn to give up some stuffs when its time.
Went to Tampines with xin on Sunday after work.
Ate KFC and xin claimed her Monopoly instant win thingy.
Then we headed to Bottle Tree Park. Our memories gerl.
My study mate.
Somehow i still remember we four dance there lor.
Some random dance rights.
I wasn't a dancer back then.
Just loved to dance but didn't officially learn etc.
Friends are the ones who will always be there for me.
Thats what i believe and i know we went through a lot of things together.
Perharps thats our destiny to be TOGETHER. hahaz.
Love you all.
From the bottom of my heart..
I MISS YOU ALL LAH!! hahaz.
Friday, November 20, 2009 3:40 PM
Yo! I'm so hungry now. Aww~
I can't believe i actually came for the finance tutorial.
Gotta come for the TVSM test.
I am not prepared haiz.
Yesterday's paper was alright. PRMP. I shall say its manageable hehez.
Really in love with my xiang xiang's show and you're beautiful.
Waiting for the next episode..
Was talking to Elaine yesterday coz sherry and xian ling were all sick.
Oops. I felt guilty for spreading my disease to them hahahaz.
Sometimes i just hope i am not that busy girl.
Time is not on my side.
I feel sorry.
Thursday, November 19, 2009 6:31 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:13 AM
Escapade Girls Hip Hop Performance
Yo. I am officially sick for a week.
Took leave and didn't go for work this whole week.
Aww~
Last night we tried out the stage @ concourse at 7pm.
The stage is super weird coz its more like a model run way and we all squeezed at the front stage lolx.
We spent our time in the room to put on our make-up and do our hair.
Stella was our official hair stylist last night.
Thanks gerl! She's really professional.
Anyway the performance was great quite neat hehez.
Had a number of people sms-ing me to compliment our dance hehez.
The organisers provided mini bus to drive all of us home.
They even had volunteers sending us right to our door steps.
They practically watch me till i enter my door steps lolx.
Good service yo.
I just pity them to get off and in the bus all the time in the middle of the night hahaz.
Took a lot of photos with siu yun's camera to make up for the pathetic no. of photos i took during Waves lolx. Finally got to take photo with them. *smile*
Enjoy looking at my spastic faces yo. *laughs*
Cam- Whoring Session With Jayne Toh Begins..
Shina's Dope Headphone.
Its so pretty. I'm Loving It.
Feel like getting one for myself but its expensive yo.
The sick people.
Poor siu yun and I.
Wanting to recover our voice so badly.
Sick and tired of our sexaye voice.
Promoting tissue, our best friend during this period.
Aww~
Wished i could eat chocolate soon...
Miss the rich chocolate cookies...
Damn.
Look at your far distant loved ones.
Piggy Jayne with Piggy Siu Yun.
The hot and Sexaye Girls on stage hahaz.
Don't Stop Make it pop.
Dj blow my speakers up.
The party don't stop.
Stick out your tongue babe.
I want nobody,nobody but you!
Nobody, nobody but you!
That's all the photos for now.
I've heard a shocking news.
Oh dear..
Enjoy your weekends everyone.
Gotta go and get some sleep.
Stupid mum who always never fail to wake me up with her loud voice.
Friday, November 13, 2009 7:20 PM
Fujitsu Pitch
Events Presentation : LOST
P.S. I was on medical leave but i still come school haiz. Look so pale and unhealthy hahaz.
Random Old Photos
Damn. I am still sick.
At least i don't have fever anymore.
Have been really LOST in school.
Missed out a lot yo.
Need to catch up asap.
But its difficult trying to borrow notes.
Coz i dunno which ones i have and which ones i don't.
Oh wells. I just hope i can regain my voice soon.
Hate my sexaye voice now.
Aww~
Fujitsu ad to be handled up on Monday and i haven do anything about it yet hahaz.
Girls hip hop performance @ Escapade this Saturday at concourse.
Hope it will be a dope one too even though its not in the convention center.
We can do it.*smile*
Our events presentation was cool.
Did the Bili Banjah thingy together LOLX.
Had fun playing with the puppets we had lolx.
I guess the Miss Loh and Miss Lum had a great time laughing at our hilarious puppet show hahaz.
I am going to meet xin now. Yeah. Miss her lah. hehez.
Coz of her i ps my sherry and elaine eh. Hahaz.
poor gerl. She's having her A levels exams.
Jia yous!!
Don't fall sick ahz.
Chiong babe!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 8:06 PM
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts
On my heart
You've burned
Sexaye Perms!
I'm really sick.
Lost my voice like totally.
My fever come and go from last night.
Gonna see a doctor tomorrow.
Aww.
Thanks for my classmates for their love and concern lolx.
Sherry brought me a bottle of honey this morning.
Sean paid for my chrysanthemum tea.
Pei fang gave me sweets.
Riona tried to help me buy porridge though it was sold out *sobx*
MJ, Fiza, Amira khai etc asked me to rest when we were filming today.
Aaron wants me not to sleep after 12. Coz he realized i'm always sick when i dun get enough sleep or when i'm rushing projects etc.
Ning recommend apple juice and warm honey.
Shall have it tml hehez.
Dip-plus filming was quite fun.
Funny NG scenes.
I think we did okay though the shots ain't perfect coz we didn't really plan our shots.
Happy that Samuel Nai thought we actually colour graded the scenes but we've not done it yet.
He said he is impressed about one of the shot coz it ain't that shaky coz we used hand held.
I felt my hand was still shaky but i really dun like using tripods.
That's why filming will not be my profession LOLX.
But for our CA's we have to of course.
I kept going to the toilet and out of class today.
They might be wondering why i kept loitering around bahz.
Really not feeling well yo.
Sorry Miss Lum for sleeping during your tutorial.
I hope i can recover before the Events presentation.
Don't wanna answer the Q and A's with this hoarse voice yeah.
So many people is falling sick after Waves.
Jia yous bahz.
Okays i gotta continue with the events discussion.
Jia yous.
Can't afford to fall sick again.
P.S. I know i won't be the one. Lets wait and see. Though the answer is so apparent.It has always been like this. I'm just a plain Jane.
Sunday, November 08, 2009 8:46 PM
SPOT ME YO.
7:10 PM
Saturday, November 07, 2009 10:33 PM
Thursday, November 05, 2009 12:50 AM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 1:20 AM
Sunday, October 18, 2009 7:55 PM
It don't matter what i tried to do.
Just when i think about something new.
Forget about me and you.
The way we laugh.
The way we kissed.
I'm Lost Without You.
Our Events Presentation just ended.
Slacking at Food court 6 now.
Waiting for Miss Lum's lecture.
Just ate my Wanton Noodle. Delicious yo!
I guess our Its My Life Campaign was pretty interesting hehez.
Q & A was a bit screwed but its okay. We'll be fine rights?! hahaz.
A lot of people were staring at us coz we looked like old adults acting like sec school students.
Oh wells. Its okay.
Gonna get changed later yo.
Even the uncle asked xianling what we sec school students are doing in SP today.
Open house? Etc. I swear all of them looked younger and i look like a ah lian lor.
BUT I swear i am not yeah.
I am a good gerl *flip hair* LOLX.
I lost track of what i do everyday recently.
Short term memory.
I'll try to remember and blog here *smile*
I remember last week i spent time studying under blocks and at home.
For my Media Law tests etc.
Its good to have someone to accompany you when you're studying.
Miss the times i studied for my O level papers with xin,min and linh.
Although most of the time we will drift off and started gossiping lolx.
Xin went to Hong kong already.
Will be back in 5 days.
Awaiting.
Safari trip with my darlings. Will be fun!
Min ahz. Lucks for your exams eh.
Though i will be busy with projects but i wanna meet u all!!!
Oh ya. Went for the last Recital Vetting on last Sunday.
Its dope lah.
Super cool. I love the street jazz item and a few other hip hop items.
Got the energy and accent.Love it.
I finally finalized my costumes for the concert.
My hair. Still perming it hehez.
Need to buy fake eye lashes etc though.
I lost my eye shadows. Sobx. Its kinda expensive. Nevermind. Sighs.
Yesterday was the last practice before the concert.
I need to work on my timing eh.
Sadded.
Need to hold more. Jia yous.
Accompanied Siu Yun to OSCHOOL that day to buy her tix.
We went to eat KFC after that.
Now you know why my voice is still hoarse yo.
Oh oh. Herbal tea here i come! * bleah*
We chatted a lot of stuffs.
Kinda love her company too lor.
Sadded that i can't go Genting with her.
I stayed over at XianLing's place last night.
Slept for only 2 hours.
Did the boards etc.
Will upload pictures tonight. *smile*
She's a heavy sleeper lor.
Can't wake her up this morning lolx.
Alrights. I gotta go for lecture now.
Will update soon yeah.
Mr. Silly.
Lots of love.
Labels: Every word that you say
Wednesday, December 09, 2009 11:27 AM
Yo. I'm having PRMP lecture now.
Just rushed my assignment for gems.
Here's the test results.
Just a personality test hahaz.
Quite accurate lah. *flip hair* LOLX.
Your Personality Style Preview:
A loyal friend, yew zhen is patient and caring when attending to the needs of others. She is usually an even-paced individual who thrives in a peaceful, harmonious environment. She tends to be quite predictable, sticking with proven, reliable methods of dealing with situations rather than taking chances with a new, unproven approach.
Neat and orderly, others usually see yew zhen as practical. She needs adequate information to make decisions, and she will consider the pros and cons. She may be sensitive to criticism, and will tend to internalize her emotions. yew zhen likes to clarify expectations before undertaking new projects, and she will follow a logical process to gain successful results.
A warm, outgoing person, yew zhen enjoys having a high level of interaction with others. She usually finds the "silver lining" in a difficult situation, and typically enjoys the thrill of trying new things. She has a gift for influencing those around her and is viewed as an instinctive communicator. Others find yew zhen easy to approach and enjoy her easy, open rapport.
Because she cares about how others feel, yew zhen may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. She typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see yew zhen as agreeable and humble.
Labels: Gems Personality Test
Friday, December 04, 2009 7:29 AM
"Baby coz you should be my lady"
Fell in love with the song Wedding dress by Big Bang.
So stressed and tensed up before MLE.
Panic till i almost lost my wallet and stuffs.
That song is so romantic and kinda let me relax a little.
I hate it when i feel unprepared.
Oh dear.
I miss Fsome.
They are important people in my life.
Be strong.
Recently someone is slowly walking into my life.
Might not get used to it if we were to separate in the future.
I thought it was a prank initially.
But it grew from a crush.
Hope we stay true.
The amazing thing is that it seems like eternity.
When its only been such a short time.
I admit i still doubt if we could stay on like this.
Quit playing games with my heart.
Stop it.
Fling.
Elaine has got one recently hahaz.
Goodluck babe.
Remember what i told you alrights. *smile*
Happen to find some old photos.
Do i look happier back then?
Maybe.
I Miss Linh.
A lot.
Faster come back yo.
Miss the time torning night over at your place.
Miss your bed.
Your BIAN BIAN.hehez.
Miss xin's cookie monster.
I have yet to meet min and xin to go to the Night Safari yeah.
Xin still owe me her story babe.
Saw the boy boy over at my dear's house again.
He's really clingy to gerls.
I swear someone has the fatherly look yo.
*laughs*
Just thought that there are lots of cute babies recently.
My cousin will be the cutest hahaz.
These pictures were taken when he was only like 3 days old?
He's even cuter now but shall blog it some other time yo.
Yawn Baby Yawn.
Why so many photographers?
I BOX YOU!
My Sweetie Pie.
Miss wearing couple tee with my darling xin.
Don't we look like sisters?
Miss my min's crappy jokes and linh's listening ear to listen to my craps.
I dunno why but i just miss them at this very moment.
Busy people.
Busy Gerls.
Busy babes.
But we never fail to think of each other rights?!hahaz
The Performance Pictures.
Didn't take a lot of photos that day.
Eyes were swollen a little.
The performance was at the auditorium and its a bit screwed coz the music start suddenly.
We haben even walk out lah. LOLX.
Its okay.
Its over.
Listen to your heart babe.
Labels: Keeps getting in the way
Thursday, December 03, 2009 12:14 AM
A little over my head.
Stress.
My notes are blank.
Be strong.
I feel sorry.
I feel bad.
This is so crazy its so hard.
I just feel like blogging to destress.
But there's one thing that i do know.
I'll always be there for you.
I promised.
And i'll remember that.
Can't give up so easily.
Coz i'm Jayne!
Perharps.
The stubbon Jayne.
Jia yous.
Stress.
My notes are blank.
Be strong.
I feel sorry.
I feel bad.
This is so crazy its so hard.
I just feel like blogging to destress.
But there's one thing that i do know.
I'll always be there for you.
I promised.
And i'll remember that.
Can't give up so easily.
Coz i'm Jayne!
Perharps.
The stubbon Jayne.
Jia yous.
Labels: Be strong
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 7:17 AM
Keep on forgetting to forget about you.
I love that song.
Gosh i am still sleepy.
Tried to finish CDF last night but i really couldn't keep my eyes open.
Sam showed us a artistic film yesterday in class.
Felt like vommitting after that eh.
Sherry and i were kinda disappointed again.
Sex drives men.
Haiz the brutal rape scene etc. Made MJ depressed too lolx.
Slacked in the cut room with Elaine yesterday.
Damn i gotta focus.
I have to keep myself awake yo.
Stayed over at my dear's house.
The little boy boy was there eh.
He's super damn cute.
Clingy to gerls worx. hahaz.
Anyways i shall go for now.
Wanna get home to change and go to school.
Love ya.
Baby.
I love that song.
Gosh i am still sleepy.
Tried to finish CDF last night but i really couldn't keep my eyes open.
Sam showed us a artistic film yesterday in class.
Felt like vommitting after that eh.
Sherry and i were kinda disappointed again.
Sex drives men.
Haiz the brutal rape scene etc. Made MJ depressed too lolx.
Slacked in the cut room with Elaine yesterday.
Damn i gotta focus.
I have to keep myself awake yo.
Stayed over at my dear's house.
The little boy boy was there eh.
He's super damn cute.
Clingy to gerls worx. hahaz.
Anyways i shall go for now.
Wanna get home to change and go to school.
Love ya.
Baby.
Labels: keep on forgetting to forget about you
Saturday, November 28, 2009 1:37 AM
Now its time to recharge.
Finally got some time to go on a date with my dear and darlings.
I swear i was really happy to see them.
I confessed to them.hahaz.
Just that they knew what i was afraid of.
I don't wanna go through the same experience again.
That's the reason of my status always being i am single but not available lolx.
Always thought i could just have a fling with some one else and just go date guys without falling in love but when you meet the right person any ordinary girl will become stupid.
I hope my cousin will come to realize there are many things out there that is more important than relationships.
Her future.
Her parents.
Her life that she wanna lead.
Live your life.
Oh ya min still feel that i haben recover my voice. Oh man. Its been like 2 weeks?! *cries*
I had my dinner with them and we slacked at Starbucks after that.
Xin's slippers snapped LOLX.
Had to dragged her feet to min's car. hahaz.
I went to the IT fair today.
Its super packed with people.
I felt safe there though.
Coz i've got someone there to help me clear the path worx. lolx.
Drank my favourite Mango Soda.
Ate my favourite waffle today except that its blueberry flavour. Not chocolate * sadded*
Min drove us home after that.
They are all happy for me yet they understand how difficult it is for me to accept it.
Miss independent.
Anyway here's some photos we took..
Lights Camera Action!
I look so weird. I was staring elsewhere hahaz.
Yawns.
Its time to go.
Good night everyone.
Listen to your heart.
Finally got some time to go on a date with my dear and darlings.
I swear i was really happy to see them.
I confessed to them.hahaz.
Just that they knew what i was afraid of.
I don't wanna go through the same experience again.
That's the reason of my status always being i am single but not available lolx.
Always thought i could just have a fling with some one else and just go date guys without falling in love but when you meet the right person any ordinary girl will become stupid.
I hope my cousin will come to realize there are many things out there that is more important than relationships.
Her future.
Her parents.
Her life that she wanna lead.
Live your life.
Oh ya min still feel that i haben recover my voice. Oh man. Its been like 2 weeks?! *cries*
I had my dinner with them and we slacked at Starbucks after that.
Xin's slippers snapped LOLX.
Had to dragged her feet to min's car. hahaz.
I went to the IT fair today.
Its super packed with people.
I felt safe there though.
Coz i've got someone there to help me clear the path worx. lolx.
Drank my favourite Mango Soda.
Ate my favourite waffle today except that its blueberry flavour. Not chocolate * sadded*
Min drove us home after that.
They are all happy for me yet they understand how difficult it is for me to accept it.
Miss independent.
Anyway here's some photos we took..
Lights Camera Action!
I look so weird. I was staring elsewhere hahaz.
Yawns.
Its time to go.
Good night everyone.
Listen to your heart.
Labels: Don't wanna try no more
Thursday, November 26, 2009 11:44 AM
So cold..
Having lecture now. Multi-tasking now.
1) Chatting with my darlings
2) Watching the video Lum is screening for us @ lecture.
3) Texting my darling
4) Vandalising Xina Ling's lecture notes
5) Yawning
LOLX.
So many people are sick now.
Oh oh. Must have been me yo.
Spreading my disease around hahaz. oops. Sorry babes.
Sherry is still coughing beside me now.
Take care lah.
Eat laksa somemore. Eat chocolate somemore. Aiyoyo!
Actually i also lahz. hahaz.
Me and my addictive M&N chocolates.
Hahaz.
Shivering now even though i have my jacket on. *gritting my teeth*
TVSM later.
Sianz.
Alrights gotta go yo.
Just bored so decided to post something here.
Hehez.
Take care baby.
Love ya.
Having lecture now. Multi-tasking now.
1) Chatting with my darlings
2) Watching the video Lum is screening for us @ lecture.
3) Texting my darling
4) Vandalising Xina Ling's lecture notes
5) Yawning
LOLX.
So many people are sick now.
Oh oh. Must have been me yo.
Spreading my disease around hahaz. oops. Sorry babes.
Sherry is still coughing beside me now.
Take care lah.
Eat laksa somemore. Eat chocolate somemore. Aiyoyo!
Actually i also lahz. hahaz.
Me and my addictive M&N chocolates.
Hahaz.
Shivering now even though i have my jacket on. *gritting my teeth*
TVSM later.
Sianz.
Alrights gotta go yo.
Just bored so decided to post something here.
Hehez.
Take care baby.
Love ya.
Labels: Oops i did it again
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 5:19 AM
Finally break down.
The stress and my forever tired life.
Never even shed a tear when i fail my tests in secondary school.
Its difficult to see me cry and down.
I just broke that impression last night.
So many things going on.
Always trying to hold back my tears.
Telling myself it will be okay soon.
The stage i longed to be. Spotlight. People cheering for you. Your show.
I wanna remember that feeling..
And i am no longer in comperes..
Still remember the first time when Aaron told me online that i got in.
Getting into dance and comperes its like a miracle to me.
I do love the people there. Smile..
Hate myself for not being able to join in the fun and trainings.
But somehow i do agree that i prefer the feeling dancing on stage.
Its the only time i feel confident.. i look different they say. Maybe.
Its always my wish for all my loved ones to be at the audience seat looking at me shine on stage.
No matter how many good comments i received from others at waves concert or wad-ever.
Its not what i want.
I just want the people i love to be there.. to watch me.
For that 3mins.. for the effort I've put in.
Still remember my first performance in secondary school.
remember when the one who fail me at the dance audition coming up to ask me why i didn't join dance after that.
It reminds me of why i started dancing.
Remember when i passed SDZ's audition.
The comments ppl gave me even before i went for the audition.
Memories.
Its not just moving my body.
It do mean something to me.
Be confident gerl.
To a lot of people i look like a wild,cheerful and bubbly gerl.
Even remember people saying i am lying when is say i got low confidence.
But i believe my best friends will know what kinda gerl i am.
Just wanna say sorry to Ning and the rest.
I hope my cousin will be fine soon.
I really wished i could help her but she gotta stand up on her own.
The first person i thought of was you.
Thanks for being there.
To Aaron, you are always my gor.
Don't worry i am fine already.
I've got a performance today at auditorium.
I've got recital practice at night.
I need to smile on stage again.
Rebirth.
Jia yous!
Sexaye perms today again?
Maybe.
Lots of love babe.
P.S. It grew from a simple crush.
The stress and my forever tired life.
Never even shed a tear when i fail my tests in secondary school.
Its difficult to see me cry and down.
I just broke that impression last night.
So many things going on.
Always trying to hold back my tears.
Telling myself it will be okay soon.
The stage i longed to be. Spotlight. People cheering for you. Your show.
I wanna remember that feeling..
And i am no longer in comperes..
Still remember the first time when Aaron told me online that i got in.
Getting into dance and comperes its like a miracle to me.
I do love the people there. Smile..
Hate myself for not being able to join in the fun and trainings.
But somehow i do agree that i prefer the feeling dancing on stage.
Its the only time i feel confident.. i look different they say. Maybe.
Its always my wish for all my loved ones to be at the audience seat looking at me shine on stage.
No matter how many good comments i received from others at waves concert or wad-ever.
Its not what i want.
I just want the people i love to be there.. to watch me.
For that 3mins.. for the effort I've put in.
Still remember my first performance in secondary school.
remember when the one who fail me at the dance audition coming up to ask me why i didn't join dance after that.
It reminds me of why i started dancing.
Remember when i passed SDZ's audition.
The comments ppl gave me even before i went for the audition.
Memories.
Its not just moving my body.
It do mean something to me.
Be confident gerl.
To a lot of people i look like a wild,cheerful and bubbly gerl.
Even remember people saying i am lying when is say i got low confidence.
But i believe my best friends will know what kinda gerl i am.
Just wanna say sorry to Ning and the rest.
I hope my cousin will be fine soon.
I really wished i could help her but she gotta stand up on her own.
The first person i thought of was you.
Thanks for being there.
To Aaron, you are always my gor.
Don't worry i am fine already.
I've got a performance today at auditorium.
I've got recital practice at night.
I need to smile on stage again.
Rebirth.
Jia yous!
Sexaye perms today again?
Maybe.
Lots of love babe.
P.S. It grew from a simple crush.
Labels: Even if the sky is falling down
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 6:50 AM
If cupids got a gun then he's shooting..
On my heart,you've burned
I need you to need me.
There isn't a single day i am not tired.
I wished i could have more than 24 hours a day.
Its never enough.
There's so many things i have to do and i gotta do.
Recital vetting on Sunday.
I felt guilty for skipping twice.
I was sick for the last two weeks to be exact..
Sorry Rachel.
I really wanna be in the item. Not that i wanna skip silently.
Haiz.
I hope i can recover soon.
Still cough a little.
I hope Sherry Ong recovers too!!! hahaz. Take care lah gerl.
Always hit herself hard when she got headache.
Pain eh! lolx.
*pray* for you. hahaz.
Haben buy costumes for recital.
Didn't have time and i need to go look around.
A lot of things happen this week.
Catched up with my darling xin.
Min wasn't there huh?! hahaz. Miss you all like i always do.
Super happy last night.
Coz..LINH IS COMINB BACK.
She will be back next year though.
But i shall wait patiently for her.
I am so going to fetch her.
Finally FSOME can reunite.
Sometimes its only when you are far apart from someone that you realize how much you loved them.
I really hope that i can be with my cousin all the time to make sure she will be fine.
But i got other commitments and somehow i shall really learn to give up some stuffs when its time.
Went to Tampines with xin on Sunday after work.
Ate KFC and xin claimed her Monopoly instant win thingy.
Then we headed to Bottle Tree Park. Our memories gerl.
My study mate.
Somehow i still remember we four dance there lor.
Some random dance rights.
I wasn't a dancer back then.
Just loved to dance but didn't officially learn etc.
Friends are the ones who will always be there for me.
Thats what i believe and i know we went through a lot of things together.
Perharps thats our destiny to be TOGETHER. hahaz.
Love you all.
From the bottom of my heart..
I MISS YOU ALL LAH!! hahaz.
Labels: I'm numb
Friday, November 20, 2009 3:40 PM
看不清 我也不想看清,我的淚流在心裡 學會放棄
Yo! I'm so hungry now. Aww~
I can't believe i actually came for the finance tutorial.
Gotta come for the TVSM test.
I am not prepared haiz.
Yesterday's paper was alright. PRMP. I shall say its manageable hehez.
Really in love with my xiang xiang's show and you're beautiful.
Waiting for the next episode..
Was talking to Elaine yesterday coz sherry and xian ling were all sick.
Oops. I felt guilty for spreading my disease to them hahahaz.
Sometimes i just hope i am not that busy girl.
Time is not on my side.
I feel sorry.
Labels: Tik tok on the clock
Thursday, November 19, 2009 6:31 AM
A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty
I'm still sick. Damn.
Just wanna recover soon.
Having a test later and i am still stuck at it.
Hopefully it will be a easy paper.
I'm just so sick and tired of this world.
Maybe i should just die.. hahaz. JK
Some times i wonder what i really want in my life..
Perharps.
I'm just so not confident.
Afraid.
Move on.
I'm still sick. Damn.
Just wanna recover soon.
Having a test later and i am still stuck at it.
Hopefully it will be a easy paper.
I'm just so sick and tired of this world.
Maybe i should just die.. hahaz. JK
Some times i wonder what i really want in my life..
Perharps.
I'm just so not confident.
Afraid.
Move on.
Labels: Let it go
Sunday, November 15, 2009 9:13 AM
Yo. I am officially sick for a week.
Took leave and didn't go for work this whole week.
Aww~
Last night we tried out the stage @ concourse at 7pm.
The stage is super weird coz its more like a model run way and we all squeezed at the front stage lolx.
We spent our time in the room to put on our make-up and do our hair.
Stella was our official hair stylist last night.
Thanks gerl! She's really professional.
Anyway the performance was great quite neat hehez.
Had a number of people sms-ing me to compliment our dance hehez.
The organisers provided mini bus to drive all of us home.
They even had volunteers sending us right to our door steps.
They practically watch me till i enter my door steps lolx.
Good service yo.
I just pity them to get off and in the bus all the time in the middle of the night hahaz.
Took a lot of photos with siu yun's camera to make up for the pathetic no. of photos i took during Waves lolx. Finally got to take photo with them. *smile*
Enjoy looking at my spastic faces yo. *laughs*
Cam- Whoring Session With Jayne Toh Begins..
Shina's Dope Headphone.
Its so pretty. I'm Loving It.
Feel like getting one for myself but its expensive yo.
The sick people.
Poor siu yun and I.
Wanting to recover our voice so badly.
Sick and tired of our sexaye voice.
Promoting tissue, our best friend during this period.
Aww~
Wished i could eat chocolate soon...
Miss the rich chocolate cookies...
Damn.
Look at your far distant loved ones.
Piggy Jayne with Piggy Siu Yun.
The hot and Sexaye Girls on stage hahaz.
Don't Stop Make it pop.
Dj blow my speakers up.
The party don't stop.
Stick out your tongue babe.
I want nobody,nobody but you!
Nobody, nobody but you!
That's all the photos for now.
I've heard a shocking news.
Oh dear..
Enjoy your weekends everyone.
Gotta go and get some sleep.
Stupid mum who always never fail to wake me up with her loud voice.
Labels: Baby steps
Friday, November 13, 2009 7:20 PM
Fujitsu Pitch
Events Presentation : LOST
P.S. I was on medical leave but i still come school haiz. Look so pale and unhealthy hahaz.
Random Old Photos
Damn. I am still sick.
At least i don't have fever anymore.
Have been really LOST in school.
Missed out a lot yo.
Need to catch up asap.
But its difficult trying to borrow notes.
Coz i dunno which ones i have and which ones i don't.
Oh wells. I just hope i can regain my voice soon.
Hate my sexaye voice now.
Aww~
Fujitsu ad to be handled up on Monday and i haven do anything about it yet hahaz.
Girls hip hop performance @ Escapade this Saturday at concourse.
Hope it will be a dope one too even though its not in the convention center.
We can do it.*smile*
Our events presentation was cool.
Did the Bili Banjah thingy together LOLX.
Had fun playing with the puppets we had lolx.
I guess the Miss Loh and Miss Lum had a great time laughing at our hilarious puppet show hahaz.
I am going to meet xin now. Yeah. Miss her lah. hehez.
Coz of her i ps my sherry and elaine eh. Hahaz.
poor gerl. She's having her A levels exams.
Jia yous!!
Don't fall sick ahz.
Chiong babe!
Labels: Silly boy
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 8:06 PM
And if Cupid's got a gun, then he's shootin'
Then love until we bleed
Then fall apart in parts
On my heart
You've burned
Sexaye Perms!
I'm really sick.
Lost my voice like totally.
My fever come and go from last night.
Gonna see a doctor tomorrow.
Aww.
Thanks for my classmates for their love and concern lolx.
Sherry brought me a bottle of honey this morning.
Sean paid for my chrysanthemum tea.
Pei fang gave me sweets.
Riona tried to help me buy porridge though it was sold out *sobx*
MJ, Fiza, Amira khai etc asked me to rest when we were filming today.
Aaron wants me not to sleep after 12. Coz he realized i'm always sick when i dun get enough sleep or when i'm rushing projects etc.
Ning recommend apple juice and warm honey.
Shall have it tml hehez.
Dip-plus filming was quite fun.
Funny NG scenes.
I think we did okay though the shots ain't perfect coz we didn't really plan our shots.
Happy that Samuel Nai thought we actually colour graded the scenes but we've not done it yet.
He said he is impressed about one of the shot coz it ain't that shaky coz we used hand held.
I felt my hand was still shaky but i really dun like using tripods.
That's why filming will not be my profession LOLX.
But for our CA's we have to of course.
I kept going to the toilet and out of class today.
They might be wondering why i kept loitering around bahz.
Really not feeling well yo.
Sorry Miss Lum for sleeping during your tutorial.
I hope i can recover before the Events presentation.
Don't wanna answer the Q and A's with this hoarse voice yeah.
So many people is falling sick after Waves.
Jia yous bahz.
Okays i gotta continue with the events discussion.
Jia yous.
Can't afford to fall sick again.
P.S. I know i won't be the one. Lets wait and see. Though the answer is so apparent.It has always been like this. I'm just a plain Jane.
Labels: Love until we bleed
Sunday, November 08, 2009 8:46 PM
SPOT ME YO.
7:10 PM
Yo! Exclusive photos for Strictly Dance Zone Waves 14 Concert- Circus
I'm having a headache now.
Feeling better after sleeping.
I felt like i am going to cough out blood this morning.
I regret not taking lots of pictures on the concert day.
Stupid camera.
Ran out of battery.
So i simply grabbed those around me to take photos with me before the battery went flat
I really love my perm on that day.
Its pretty. I meant the hair not me yo!
So don't say i bu yao lian kz. hahaz. Thanks to sherry yeah. For the nice perms.
Though i had a hard time washing the hair sprays after the concert hehez.
Waiting for our Waackin item during the intervals.
Gotta thank them for lending me all the make up stuffs.
I didn't bring my make up kit that day.
Slipped off my mind coz all i know its that i need to bring my costumes!
They are really pretty.
Feel inferior standing next to the pretty dolls hahaz.
Everyone looked so different with the make-ups on.
Cutie dolls and sexy babes hahaz.
The bear i'm holding was given by Rachel,my waackin instructor.
She's really nice and cool.
Love her groovy dance.
I'm really touched coz of the note she wrote.
I'll build up my lost confidence.
With the notes given by friends and the lollipops, I'll jia yous!!
We have the same idol yo.
Though i'm starting to lose my craziness over show.
The pirated xiao-zhu lolx.
People say at some angles he do looked like him.
He is charismatic when he dance though.
Maybe that's why they say he looked like him.
Dolls & Puppets
Oh no. Vain photos!hahaz.
So Jayne yo.
The one that worked hard with me.
Val's and xiang's choreo.
You improved a lot!!
Wished i can have the determination liked you.
Enjoy the days on the trains back home with you yeah.
Must miss me!
Lots of Love, Ting Fang.
Jia you kz. Don't keep thinking about the negative comments.
You're great.
Even Brian feels you've improved a lot.
LOLX. Spastic expressions.
My pillow fight partner, Bling and our B-Gerl Bev.
Struck a pose babe.
We have waackers,poppers,LA hip hop and Groove people here.
Yi Chang! The shy guy.
Popper.
The other Rachel! hehez.
Both rachel gave me a token for my performance yeah.
*happie*
YQ! Our best stage manager,comperes and everything.
He can dance well too yeah.
Hope to learn from you.
Love your voice when you're hosting yo.
Jia wen and Jia yan.
Our dope dance captain and locker.
Seeing Jia wen feel so much for SDZ really touches me.
Especially when she cried on the vetting day.
She's the only one who stood up despite Ryan's harsh comments.
Thank you for standing up for us.
Ai hui! My DMC senior.
She's a nice and caring senior.
Our clown, Yi xin.
She's so quiet but really enjoyed dancing with her.
The LA-hiphop-er
Bao Jin.
I think he can dance really well.
Especially his freestyle.
My Elaine and Sherry!!
Sherry's sexaye yeah. But she always dun wanna take off her jacket.
Hahaz. Elaine is still as cute as ever. Don't she look like a *meow*
Sorry to make you all wait for me for so long after the concert.
Thanks for celebrating with me! Though its just a dinner.
Still i feel you all have come down to support me.
Thanks!
Elaine's funny facial expression hahaz.
Min, Geena and zhen!
My primary school friends till now.
Hope to see Geena on stage again yeah.
Went to danzation last year.
Saw her! hehez.
Awesome people.
KHONG SHI MIN!
With the B-Boys, Terence and Johnathan.
I wonder why the pic is so blurr!!! LOLX.
Jamie Sek!
Continue to shine on stage gerl!!
We are the 2 who always need to explain that we're pure Chinese all the time.
KK. I like the way he dance in the LA hip hop item.
He got the groove eh.
So nice.
Alrights enough of my photos i will upload some videos here.
Videos of our Waves performance.
So.. Stay Tune..
HAHAZ.
P.S. Even when the whole world looks down on you, you are the one who have to step up.
Just do it. LOLX
I'm having a headache now.
Feeling better after sleeping.
I felt like i am going to cough out blood this morning.
I regret not taking lots of pictures on the concert day.
Stupid camera.
Ran out of battery.
So i simply grabbed those around me to take photos with me before the battery went flat
I really love my perm on that day.
Its pretty. I meant the hair not me yo!
So don't say i bu yao lian kz. hahaz. Thanks to sherry yeah. For the nice perms.
Though i had a hard time washing the hair sprays after the concert hehez.
Waiting for the curtain call.
I look like a Malay or a mixed?
Coz some of the make up artists were saying that.
I hope its a compliment.
I look like a Malay or a mixed?
Coz some of the make up artists were saying that.
I hope its a compliment.
Waiting for our Waackin item during the intervals.
Gotta thank them for lending me all the make up stuffs.
I didn't bring my make up kit that day.
Slipped off my mind coz all i know its that i need to bring my costumes!
They are really pretty.
Feel inferior standing next to the pretty dolls hahaz.
Everyone looked so different with the make-ups on.
Cutie dolls and sexy babes hahaz.
The bear i'm holding was given by Rachel,my waackin instructor.
She's really nice and cool.
Love her groovy dance.
I'm really touched coz of the note she wrote.
I'll build up my lost confidence.
With the notes given by friends and the lollipops, I'll jia yous!!
We have the same idol yo.
Though i'm starting to lose my craziness over show.
The pirated xiao-zhu lolx.
People say at some angles he do looked like him.
He is charismatic when he dance though.
Maybe that's why they say he looked like him.
Dolls & Puppets
Oh no. Vain photos!hahaz.
So Jayne yo.
The one that worked hard with me.
Val's and xiang's choreo.
You improved a lot!!
Wished i can have the determination liked you.
Enjoy the days on the trains back home with you yeah.
Must miss me!
Lots of Love, Ting Fang.
Jia you kz. Don't keep thinking about the negative comments.
You're great.
Even Brian feels you've improved a lot.
LOLX. Spastic expressions.
My pillow fight partner, Bling and our B-Gerl Bev.
Struck a pose babe.
We have waackers,poppers,LA hip hop and Groove people here.
Yi Chang! The shy guy.
Popper.
The other Rachel! hehez.
Both rachel gave me a token for my performance yeah.
*happie*
YQ! Our best stage manager,comperes and everything.
He can dance well too yeah.
Hope to learn from you.
Love your voice when you're hosting yo.
Jia wen and Jia yan.
Our dope dance captain and locker.
Seeing Jia wen feel so much for SDZ really touches me.
Especially when she cried on the vetting day.
She's the only one who stood up despite Ryan's harsh comments.
Thank you for standing up for us.
Ai hui! My DMC senior.
She's a nice and caring senior.
Our clown, Yi xin.
She's so quiet but really enjoyed dancing with her.
The LA-hiphop-er
Bao Jin.
I think he can dance really well.
Especially his freestyle.
My Elaine and Sherry!!
Sherry's sexaye yeah. But she always dun wanna take off her jacket.
Hahaz. Elaine is still as cute as ever. Don't she look like a *meow*
Sorry to make you all wait for me for so long after the concert.
Thanks for celebrating with me! Though its just a dinner.
Still i feel you all have come down to support me.
Thanks!
Elaine's funny facial expression hahaz.
Min, Geena and zhen!
My primary school friends till now.
Hope to see Geena on stage again yeah.
Went to danzation last year.
Saw her! hehez.
Awesome people.
KHONG SHI MIN!
With the B-Boys, Terence and Johnathan.
I wonder why the pic is so blurr!!! LOLX.
Jamie Sek!
Continue to shine on stage gerl!!
We are the 2 who always need to explain that we're pure Chinese all the time.
KK. I like the way he dance in the LA hip hop item.
He got the groove eh.
So nice.
Alrights enough of my photos i will upload some videos here.
Videos of our Waves performance.
So.. Stay Tune..
HAHAZ.
P.S. Even when the whole world looks down on you, you are the one who have to step up.
Just do it. LOLX
Labels: Exclusive babe.
Saturday, November 07, 2009 10:33 PM
Yo! Waves 14 is over.
Last night was the show.
Have been kinda stressed up coz i know xiang yi and val must have a hard time cleaning my steps.
Its really sweet of val to always write a card for us after waves.
Last year she gave us one when we were in her flava item *smile*.
Sorry and thanks for teaching me so many stuffs and let me be in your choreos.
Thanks Shina! Though i back out of your choreo but i do love your choreo *smile*
Sexaye yeah
It was a awesome and great show.
Even though we were on the verge of not having a show initially.
Really touched when Ryan said "i think tonight we will have a show.
Touched when Val cried.
When Mel cried and told some of them it was a nice show.
They passed down the comment and we were really moved.
I have been missing lessons for like almost a week coz of the rehearsals?
Lolx. I'll miss those rehearsal's time though.
Miss the stage? hahaz. Maybe.
Have to thank Sherry and Elaine for helping me perm my hair.
I like it yo! hahaz.
Though ethel said its the same hair style as last year what. LOLX.
Spent a lot of time with siu yun, keet hui, ting fang, denise etc.
Just wanna say thanks for being there yeah.
We did it. *smile*
Alrights i'm having headaches now.
I guess i am just tired and coz of the damn flu i've got.
Went to work though.
So...i'll end here.
Gotta go for recital vetting tommorow.
*Tired*
Work hard gerl!!
I was really happy that Rachel wrote a note to me and even gave me a teddy bear.
I haven't name it though.
Thank you!! For your encouragement.hehez.
I know i don't have confidence ever since i know my style is different from others.
MTV kinda dance- They told me.
Though i might take some time to catch up, i'll try my best!
Don't wanna let them down .
I'm really happy they spot me and noticed me.
Coz i didn't really tell them what's my item etc.
At least I've caught their eyes? hahaz. *Just kidding*
P.S. To my friends, thanks for being there.
I heard you all cheer yo!
*happie*
That's what i needed.
*smile*
Like what Ryan said- We all have our own problems but on stage we are performing.
Gotta be in character.
I smiled yeah!!
*Good Bye*
Rest well babe.
Last night was the show.
Have been kinda stressed up coz i know xiang yi and val must have a hard time cleaning my steps.
Its really sweet of val to always write a card for us after waves.
Last year she gave us one when we were in her flava item *smile*.
Sorry and thanks for teaching me so many stuffs and let me be in your choreos.
Thanks Shina! Though i back out of your choreo but i do love your choreo *smile*
Sexaye yeah
It was a awesome and great show.
Even though we were on the verge of not having a show initially.
Really touched when Ryan said "i think tonight we will have a show.
Touched when Val cried.
When Mel cried and told some of them it was a nice show.
They passed down the comment and we were really moved.
I have been missing lessons for like almost a week coz of the rehearsals?
Lolx. I'll miss those rehearsal's time though.
Miss the stage? hahaz. Maybe.
Have to thank Sherry and Elaine for helping me perm my hair.
I like it yo! hahaz.
Though ethel said its the same hair style as last year what. LOLX.
Spent a lot of time with siu yun, keet hui, ting fang, denise etc.
Just wanna say thanks for being there yeah.
We did it. *smile*
Alrights i'm having headaches now.
I guess i am just tired and coz of the damn flu i've got.
Went to work though.
So...i'll end here.
Gotta go for recital vetting tommorow.
*Tired*
Work hard gerl!!
I was really happy that Rachel wrote a note to me and even gave me a teddy bear.
I haven't name it though.
Thank you!! For your encouragement.hehez.
I know i don't have confidence ever since i know my style is different from others.
MTV kinda dance- They told me.
Though i might take some time to catch up, i'll try my best!
Don't wanna let them down .
I'm really happy they spot me and noticed me.
Coz i didn't really tell them what's my item etc.
At least I've caught their eyes? hahaz. *Just kidding*
P.S. To my friends, thanks for being there.
I heard you all cheer yo!
*happie*
That's what i needed.
*smile*
Like what Ryan said- We all have our own problems but on stage we are performing.
Gotta be in character.
I smiled yeah!!
*Good Bye*
Rest well babe.
Labels: Waves 14 Strictly Dance Zone Production
Thursday, November 05, 2009 12:50 AM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 1:20 AM
I shouldn't have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place
Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before
Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Its the second week of school already.
Waves 14 concert in 3 days.
Awaiting and nervous.
Jia yous everyone.
Dance our hearts out. *smile*
I just felt that everyone and things around me are so different.
The feelings i am with my friends.
The things we talked about.
The things we do have in common.
The topics we were once so interested in.
Its so different. Its getting lesser and lesser.
Maybe its coz of the things we study.
The things i learn and will be doing, its so alien to them.
Misunderstanding of Mass Com. Lack of understanding of what we do.
Misunderstanding of Poly being a place we could all slack.
Lack of understanding of me dancing.
Most importantly,no one really understand my feelings anymore.
I feel that i don't even want to talk about my own life.
Coz no one wants to listen to it anyway.
Its so different.
Its so alien to them.
As time goes by, i felt like we are sharing less and less things together.
Its seems to be the past that we were talking about.
Sometimes i just wanna be alone.
But yet they are so important to me.
Hate to admit but the fact is we all lead separate lives and in total different worlds.
Out context, its so different.
Everyone.
Anyway this few weeks we've been preparing for the dance concert.
Recital & Waves.
I even got to meet zi ling. We booked a studio and practiced together.
She's really a pretty and nice gerl.
I hope i remember to go for recital tml.
Sigh. There will be rehearsal tomorrow too.
Chiong yeah. Zhen. It will be over soon.
I just feel lonely especially when linh is not coming back.
Oh ya I've presented to the Fujitsu client.
The advertising and marketing people all had that same aura.
Professionalism if you wanna name it.
Really appreciates Miss Nga's help with the pitching part.
She even went through our slides and suggest some points to mention during the pitch.
I was in my formal suit and i guess the pitch was pretty okay.
It was a super unlucky day though.
My heels became flats..hahaz. If you know what i meant.
Super embarrassing.
Thanks to amira and pei fang.
They accompanied me to clementi to get new heels so that i could walked home.
Its quite hilarious coz i dunno if i should feel happy that i got myself a new pair of heels or to blame on that useless old heels that abandon its owner. hahaz.
I spoiled my wallet on the same day as well.
I scratched myself during waackin recital training while doing the back waack.
Tell me how unfortunate i can be.
They said i need more confidence. Even they realized i start to hide behind people.
I don't know if i would find the confidence back again but i'll try.
Oh ya i'm watching You're beautiful now.
Its a dope korean drama.
Kinda have that taiwanese drama idol elements and stuffs but its really a good show.
With nice OST too. *smile*. I'm gonna cope the song from Sherry yo! hahaz.
Anyway, somehow i think we were serious about having a Christmas party.
Have you ever asked yourself which group of friends you prefer to be with?
Listening to the soundtracks now.
Do watch the new luo zhi xiang show. Its a fun comedy. Pretty enjoyable hehez.
Alrights.
Last but not least. Happy Birthday my dear!!!
May all your 18 wishes come true.
Love you lots.
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Sunday, October 18, 2009 7:55 PM
After 3 hours anticipating the end result, i finally had my hair reborn-ed and its straight now yo!
I prefer to have straight hair coz its easier to take care and style the hair.
Had the temptation to perm it but its not easy to maintain the curl-ness" of the hair.
Its hard for such a active person like me to sit down that long doing nothing so i brought along gor's PSP to play with. I even brought books to read yo.
Its been let see... around a year since i last touched a story book or something? LOLX.
The most i did during the year was to read my lecture notes and textbooks.
Well.. i guess that's not considered as reading yeah? *embarassed*hahaz.
Okay. I worked this morning.
Thank god its only 4.5 hours.
I'm recently watching more and more Jap and Korean dramas.
Though i am really trying to fork out time to chiong all the episodes that are out but still .. there seems to always be things to be done.
I wonder why i exist on planet Earth at times. hahaz.
Busy with things till i don't even know why i have to do etc. *yawns*
I'm currently watching haptic challenge.
The celebrities working at ad agencies.
Sets me thinking if i should really go into advertising field or something?
Humms.. *thinking hard*
Alrights i gotta go for now. Gor wanna use the computer.
Meanwhile.
Tomorrow will be a new beginning, new semester. Oh dear.
Hell school days again but i get to see sherry and gang.
So i can crap with them again yo.
Okie. Lets work hard together and do well!!!
*picturing school days*
*sigh*
Juggle b/w dance and studies yeah.
Take care babes.
I just realized i haben reply some messages. Sorry dude.
p.s. Silly boy.
I prefer to have straight hair coz its easier to take care and style the hair.
Had the temptation to perm it but its not easy to maintain the curl-ness" of the hair.
Its hard for such a active person like me to sit down that long doing nothing so i brought along gor's PSP to play with. I even brought books to read yo.
Its been let see... around a year since i last touched a story book or something? LOLX.
The most i did during the year was to read my lecture notes and textbooks.
Well.. i guess that's not considered as reading yeah? *embarassed*hahaz.
Okay. I worked this morning.
Thank god its only 4.5 hours.
I'm recently watching more and more Jap and Korean dramas.
Though i am really trying to fork out time to chiong all the episodes that are out but still .. there seems to always be things to be done.
I wonder why i exist on planet Earth at times. hahaz.
Busy with things till i don't even know why i have to do etc. *yawns*
I'm currently watching haptic challenge.
The celebrities working at ad agencies.
Sets me thinking if i should really go into advertising field or something?
Humms.. *thinking hard*
Alrights i gotta go for now. Gor wanna use the computer.
Meanwhile.
Tomorrow will be a new beginning, new semester. Oh dear.
Hell school days again but i get to see sherry and gang.
So i can crap with them again yo.
Okie. Lets work hard together and do well!!!
*picturing school days*
*sigh*
Juggle b/w dance and studies yeah.
Take care babes.
I just realized i haben reply some messages. Sorry dude.
p.s. Silly boy.
Labels: So i had someone and you had someone